Her brown eyes followed our van as we passed her on the
bumpy road, looking through the windows at a dozen Americans conspicuously out
of place in her neighborhood. We had come to bless a local Nicaraguan pastor by
painting his house, a luxury for a man whose family can easily be without food.
She spoke nothing to us, but I wondered what her words would be. What stories
could she tell of living in such a place? Homes walled with black plastic
sheeting; floors nothing but dirt. Garbage littering what passes for a road,
leading to a neighborhood where children wander unattended and adults loiter
because there is no job to be worked.
I saw her for just seconds, but her face is on my mind
tonight.
She could be me.
My natural reaction on any trip away from America is to pity
the inhabitants of wherever I travel.
“They just don’t know what they’re missing,” I think.
Which is what? More electronic devices than there are people
in the house? So much food that I toss expired bags full? So many channels to
watch that I never have to converse with the people I love most?
Maybe I’m the one who is missing something.
Poverty is not just a physical condition. So many of us –
rich Americans who are spoiled more than we know – are really the poorest of
the poor. We lack contentment in our everyday and peace in our condition
because we know too much. We know that the world is full of more – more to do,
more to buy, more to see.
But now as the rain is pouring and I am reflecting, I
wonder… Does it matter that there’s more? If peace is possible in the scarcity,
why do we convince ourselves it’s only found in the plenty?
If I have learned anything from the people of Nicaragua on my
trips to their country, it is this: possessions are not the purpose, and poverty
is not just physical. I have walked into houses with no beds – no beds! – and the
inhabitants smile and hug. I have played with children who don’t have playrooms
mimicking Toys R Us, and they are exuberant. I have seen cardboard as the only
barrier from the elements, and the families are joyous.
I want that to be me.
That should be all believers.
Christians are not immune from the traps of the world –
more, better, now. We spend on what doesn’t last and invest in what is
fleeting. We store up here and neglect what is to come.
Remind us that we are your hands and feet, Lord, and that
unless we serve, people hurt. People starve. People die without You.
You have commanded us to love, but we choose when and where.
You have commanded us to give, but we selfishly hold some
back.
You have commanded us to go, but we make excuses and sit in
comfort.
Forgive us, Lord.
Create in us a new heart, and renew a steadfast spirit
within.
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